sa aking paglalayag

i left my house at around 7 am. usually, im in the office at around 8 am. not today.

it all started because i am so caught up with the book that i was reading. it was really good and my logic was not really working during the ride. When i thought i was already at the Buendia, what i heard was Boni station. so i didnt get off. as it stopped at the next stop, which on my mind is supposedly Guadalupe, lo and behold, it was AYALA station. OH-Kay. so i missed my station, no of a deal, i could always find my waY BACK TO world Centre. Easy enough task i thought, besides i had plenty of time.

Piece of cake? well, not really. as i am really not good at directions, i had my misadventure of the day first thing in the morning. Good thing, people are really nice. Like the jeepney driver from Washington, he let me rode thejeepney all the way around since surprise, surprise, i was in the wrong way. or the guy, who greeted me "good morning" as i was crossing the street. ang ganda ko.. hehe. or the manong from ayala, he pointed me in the direction for the correct ride, but i was really just spaced out.

the thing is, i should have looked around and enjoyed the sights and sounds of Makati as i was cruising it. But you know what? that book has got me really hooked. i read it eveery few paragraphs as much as i can. the only reason im doing this now is for documentation purposes. LOL..

the moral of the story? alwaya, ALWAYS look at the stops. The signboards screaming the names of the stations arer there for a reason.

im into too deep

hala, bat ganun? di pwede. is it me or tlagang kami nA? I mean, kung hindi kami, ano kami db? gets? ang weirdo.. ang relasyong walang pangalan.

nakaktuwa kasi sumama cia kahapon tapos may libre pa.. mahal din un, mga 200 din nagastos nun.. sabi ko namn kasi bukas na lang, eh, pag adik kasama mo, mahirap talaga kausapin at makapa-ngubinse. andali ko pa namn ma-persuade. ngek..

antagal ng 15, sobrang im strapped for cash na talaga. as in. tapos sabi ko pa ay ako taya bukas... me and my big mouth..

buti pa sina kuya ian, pa- QC na.. pasama na.. gusto ko nang umuwi... wait guyys!! i wana go home also at nang makapanood ng CSI... shet, obviously, diretso na sila pauwi. damn. sana naglaba na si ate. pagod na ko.. ano kaya feeling ng nag- fi-field? masaya siguro occasionally at syempre may perks din.. kaso iba rin naman ang stability ng sa loob ka lang talga.. I think.. la lang, it kinda gets monotomous after a while dito sa loob. buti pa sina atty., nakakalabas kahit pano at may sasakyan to boot.. yeah.. hehe

shet, moment wid crush.. kaso nadatnan nya ko sakto na ngumangata ng mais.. geez.. wa poise..

pano kaya?

kanina habang asa byahe ako, andami kong napag-isipan.. kasi wala akong headset, ayun, my mind began to wander sa kung anu-anong bagay, tao, hayop, tao at pangyayari.

at eto ang pinakamalaking tanong ng buhay ko ngayong araw na to: PANO KAYA?

* kung nung April 27, 2007 ay naging ordinayong araw lamang para sa akin? as in tipikal, walang kahusayang nangyari at nag-papaetiks-petiks lamang ako?
actually, eto ang punot-dulo ng mga problema ko ngaun and typically me, wala pa rin akong solusyon... im just really idiotic, imbecile even, at this point of my life.

* kung tinanggap ko yung first job offer ko? medyo mas malaki ang compensation dun. as i've said before, its not about the money, its the experioence. Kaso, i cant help thinking about Peso signs pag bayaran na ng bills.

* kung di ako masyadong adik? not in the literal sense mind you, pero alam mo yun, yung mejo mas refined and lady-like.. LOL..
may solusyon na ko, promise, babawas-bawasan ko na paghihirit at kalokohan ko sa buhay. pag lunch, kakakin na lang talga ako, promise. STARTING TODAY.

* kung may cast din ako gaya nung tga AMD ng 20th? La lang, di ko pa nae-experience yun. Not that I have a hidden desire to hurt myself and enjoying it in the process. Hindi namn ganun, pero yung experince ng pagkakaroon ng cast ang gusto ko. Magpa-ipit sa elevator? sa MRT? sa hagdan? alin kaya maganda? hehe
yeah, i know. Be careful what you wish for, you might just get it.

*kung bigla kong makita c aga muhlach at edu manzano at ngumiti sila bigla sa akin? di ba ang saya nun. la lang, imagine mo si aga asa harapan ko tapos ngingiti na kita ung dimple? tapos si edu, biglang sasayaw. shet.. walangya na lang siguro masasabi ko.

* pagalitanm ako ni atty today? la lang, bka may ipagawa tapos di ko ma-execute ng ayos tapos magalit?
tama, di ako aalis sa area ko unless mag-ccr.

TODAY, TATAHIMIK AKO AT BEHAVE THAT PEOPLE WILL ACTUALLY WONDER WHY. harhar.. Or nobody would notice, so harsh.. :)

its this time of the month

august 8 db? hmmm.....

yun na..

it was another round of vices last night. it was kuya christian's son's birthday and as predicted, it wasnt a children's party. LOL. i did get my share of alcohol, laughs, teases, jokes among others. yes, i was tipsy, the alcohol just keeps on coming and who am i to refuse it. i didn't do anything scandalous last night.. I think. wonder what they're going to ridicule me about today.

One thing i have to say though, people belonging at the Legal Department are really talented. give them a guitar and in a few minutes, everybody turns into a Philippine idol. Pano na lang kung may videoke pa? scary.

I'm glad Lery came last night. Untapped potential no more. Also, more taxi buddies to come home with. speaking of taxis, what i said to richard was really mortifying. Really. I shouldnt have done that. i cant blame the alcohol, the fish or whatever. Nope, it really was just my own undoing.

so, isang buwan ka na!! woohoo!! at may kaadikan ka tlaga sa buhay.. magyosi ba daw after lunch.. hehe.. uhmmm., in fairnes, la ka maciado trabaho ngaun.. kaso baka bumawi mayang hapon.. yaan mo na,m mahirap umuwi if ever maya.. sana umulan pa rin tapos umalis si atty, paRA Mlkapag-moment ako sa ulan..

in fairnes, buti na lang umulan kasi critical level na daw ang angat dam at iba pang watersheds sa pinas..

eneweiz, ang galing nga, kasi umulan, eh di ba nag-tatransform ka pag umuulan.. nagiging isang palaka!!! hehe.. ansaya mo pag umuu;lan, i wonder y..
tapos, un nga, kamusta naman un db? talagang natuto na kayong mabuahy na lang ganun.. ocaasional txt, kita once in a while tapos yun na yun.. as to why you settled for that kind of arrangement is beyond me ( which is really weird, considering im repremanding myself---- split personality, scary.. LOL)

oh yeah, napanood mo na nga pal ang simpsons.. it was worth the wait naman db? pero sadness, kasin wala ka na uling something to look forward to.. frustrated na talaga ako sa harry Potter 7, pucha talga, nakakaiyak pag naiisip ko na sobrang dami ng nakjbasa.. kainis.. oh well, walang pera eh.. remeber the words of ate, "matuto kang mag-prioritixe"... wehhh..... so young, yet so many responsibilities.. feeling drama queen.. hehe...

the morning after

eto mahirap sa inuman eh, yung day after. andun kasi pinagkekwentuhan ang vulnerabilities at weaknesses na lumabas nung nyt na yun.. tsktsk.. magbabagong-buhay na ako, dapat talaga marunong akong tumanggi paminsan2.. may gulay... dapat kasi walang ganunan.. parang ung gawain na


hala, na-disturb naman ako.. i should have more clean fun, ung walan g double meaning.. as in, ung malinis talga.. lasing bA ko? napa-isip tuloy AKO. biruin mo naman yun, la pa ko isang buwan pero my reputasyon na ko. LOL.. hayyy.. buhay.. ayin, magbago ka na.. for your sake.. :)

partida, nga pala, nag civilservice exam ako... ayun, mejo nakakatulog pero kinaya naman... shet, pag ako pinakamabab sa batch, di ko kakakyanin.. as in..

ayoko na.. take a break muna ako sa gimikan..

puntang baguio at puerto pala ha.. well3x.. ayun,eh di pumunta sila.. kebs.. ano ung ginawa nyo nung 6 mos nila? well, for all i care, they can do anything.. malalaki na sila.. nakakainis.. baliw ka kasi..

ang batch

kagabi, kasama ko nag-dinner mga mangyans.. ayun.. sa bora.. nmasaraop naman kaso nagmahal na.. buti na lang di kami nahiritan ng libre kasi wala talaga ako.. hehe.. sobrang na-miss ko tlaga mga being sna yun.. nothing beats their company.. hayyy.. theres something abouth those people that is just really comfortable...
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after dinner, ayun, batch meeting nama. LOL. grabe, tumatanda na nga kami.. ang mga boys, ayun, mama na.. nanalibre din sila in fairness.. 100 lang pinatak namin ni aya.. c tom, bert, vener, gremar, lance at tope, sial mga kasama kagabi.. nakakatuwa din namn mga kasam mga mokong.. syempre, im the obkect of almost all the jokes, but oh well, tingin ata tlaga nung mga yun, eh, lalaki din ako.. tsktsk.. kung alam lang nila, they're really missing out on something.. wahaha..
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actuially, im supppsed to be some research for atty. bruce.. tinanatamad ako eh.. la ako makuha.. dalawang araw na ko naghahanap.. tsaka, ang hirap kay akasi kalat ung files.. biruin mong 6 na PC ang may folder ko.. buti koung marunong akong mag-network.... wahaha..
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walanghiya talaga yun, nagtext lang para magpagawa ng email acct.. ampucha.. at ginawa ko naman.. tsktsk.. hopeless case.. siguraduhin lang nya na may pasalubong cia, kundi... hehe.. aba, ginagawa din nya akong sekretarya as if i dont do that enough.... not that im complaining ung dito sa opisina (although ambaba ng sweldo.. hehe), eh cia, anong benefits from him? wala.. well, hindi naman, may effort din naman ung taong yun... pero walangya, umuwi, nakalimutan na mga tao dito sa sibilisasyon.. .. tsktsk...
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